Nothing

Consider this :
Suppose silence is a language!  
Sounds crazy, but thats consider it for a moment.
If you listen at the silence, there seems to be something there, or you get a feeling that silence is more then you think it is. A place of non words or at least not like we know them.
Silence could be the realm where all consciousness starts, ends.
By being there, comes a kind of understanding that bypasses the mind and goes straight into the consciousness we can excess. Maybe, that's where ideas come from, but I got a feeling this silence is of great importance and more then just a storage closet.

Motorcycle

I see people riding motorcycles and I say to myself, how badass is that! Motocyclist look cool on their bikes, especially the women.
Although I have known people with motorcycles, I really don't know much about them, and I always wanted to learn how to ride; for some reason or other, the people I knew with bikes didn't have the time or resources to teach me.
Here let me say, I had already had ideals about how riding a motorcycle would be, and I was kinda stuck on it. Since I couldn't get help from people I knew, I decided to enroll into a private well known school with eleven other students.
To make a long story short, the school was more concerned with the group instead of individual training which I needed the most, because of my preconceived ideas. It was difficult for me to switch over to the correct way of ridership.
They stated they had no time for individual training and that I should drop the class. I just wasn't catching on fast enough and was slowing the class down, so I dropped the class.
I still don't have my motorcycle license, but I'm not going to give up!

Hoarder?

I have a hard time throwing away stuff when it needs to be thrown. I like to keep it for a while...something may come up when I need it again. I just want to keep things for a little bit.
This includes packaging, garbage, scrap paper and mail advertising ect. I eventually get rid of them, but I hang on to the stuff longer than I have to. It's hard for me to trash things right away.
Kind of weird.......!

Respect

I have great respect for someone who wants to be good at what they do, and I look up to them. Some times I forget, they have lives too, and they are as human as me.
I sometimes make these type of people into superbeings, and when I do, I expect them to be a certain way. In reality, this becomes a fantasy. I somehow assumed good work equals good person. This has been proven wrong time and time again.
The person can be a genius at their work, but be of poor character in general.
It is hard for me to reconcile this, it beats my head up to think the two can be separate, and I don't know why!

Beauty mirror

The eye caughtes the glint of something , you are mesmerized by the sparkles; you know this is no ordinary thing. You are fascinated with it's beauty, and the peace it gives you. You also sense the mystery the thing extrudes, it is more than it seems! No answer can come to mind. Now, a kind of addiction comes over you, and you can't let it go! You love it so much, you are willing to destroy it, then let it be!
You are your own destroyer!

Beauty mirror

The eye caughtes the glint of something , you are mesmerized by the sparkles; you know this is no ordinary thing. You are fascinated with it's beauty, and the peace it gives you. You also sense the mystery the thing extrudes, it is more than it seems! No answer can come to mind. Now, a kind of addiction comes over you, and you can't let it go! You love it so much, you are willing to destroy it, then let it be!
You are your own destroyer!

Risk 2

It accured to me that falling in love (as most people call it) is equivalent to risking your life to save someone.
In both instances, you dive in without knowing if you will survive, giving your complete self to another, believing that you both can live through a traumatic event. It is giving your self up to another to see them live!

Risk

How can one man risk his life to save another!? What is that mindset like? What really goes through your head?
I could see a person thinking, I'm stronger, and faster then then anyone here, I can best save that person with little or no injuries to myself!
Everyone will try to save a child, probably because it hasn't had a chance at life, and somehow it just doesn't seem fair.
To try and save an adult at risk to your own life is like saying that is my life too. Somehow we feel that connection of we are one.
I don't know, I just trying to make sense of it.
Maybe there is no sense to be made.

Funerals

If I haven't been in contact with you while you were alive, why would I want to see you when you're gone!?
I know it sounds heartless, but it's the truth.
Well, the family would say, you should show up out of respect. I think I am being respectful by being real about it.
If we had a meaningful relationship while you were alive, then that's all that should matter, not saying goodbye to a body or trying look like I cared in front of others!
Sometimes, I don't know what I feel, because I never really known the deceased, even if they're family.
I feel it's hypocritical to show up at someone's funeral claiming how much you cared when you never really got to know the departed.
I don't want a funeral. I would hate to be laying there and hearing things said with no knowledge of who I was!

Problem

So there's a problem with the paperwork, at first I had no understanding of what you were saying due to your rush to explain how it was found...can't get a word in! We had this mistake before. I quietly corrected the paperwork and was proud of myself for not going off, letting you finish your summation of how you found out about the mistake.
It could have been a shorter confrontation if you would have let me speak...on second thought, you needed to say what you had to say, and not much was going to stop you! In the end, I'm glad to have had the wisdom not to interrupt.
All is well.

Silence

Silence is the language of GOD.

Have you ever really listened to the silence!?   Even though there be all sorts of calamity about, there still is the forever silence underneath it all, and in that silence is something unknowable but there, and it speaks to you, not by any words, you just know what it expresses, and peace follows.
It's difficult for the average person to be still and enjoy this silence with its quite messages and relaxing peace.
Even so, we all should try and seek this silence out and see what would become of us as human beings.
May we dive into the silence and swim for our lives!